Struggling with anger and sadness.

This is how I feel in my head.

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But, life must go on. This is how I need to exhibit self-control in front of people, especially at work.

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While I’m struggling with these, I struggle with God.

In your anger, do not sin. Let go, let God.

These rage, these sense of injustice, these wanting to burst into tears in public, these loneliness of not knowing who to talk to, who can I trust not to judge? And this thought of I should first deal with this with God, and not run to other people. But, I’m having trouble keeping calm and acting as normal as possible. It’s like this darkness trying to fill up the white space, and it feels good to let it be. Yet, I know I must stand guard and not let the Devil have a foothold of my weakness.

Dear Lord, help.

Wisdom quote—Don’t give up

Wisdom quotes. Don't give up
Bible quote image—Do not give up. Galatians 6:9

It is so easy to become discouraged when there is no obvious change in a situation, or the person you have been trying to help seems to get worse. This verse says keep going, tempting as it is to give up, and, eventually, you will reap a harvest.

Source: http://www.bibleinoneyear.org/bioy/commentary/2301

Sermon series creative direction—Book of John

Sermon series creative direction on book of John

Creative concept development for the new sermon series. The missing ‘o’ is a creative take on that God is the only one, He is complete and He completes us.

But some people say, why is there a missing ‘o’, is it a typo error? Sigh. So now it’s a shaded grey ‘o’. Ah well.

Best of my journal Mar – Sep 2016: At a personal retreat 6/6

“God, I’m here because I can’t do life without You, it’s too hard… it’s impossible.“

Background to this journal entry: I went on my first personal retreat earlier this year to carve the space for an uninterrupted time to reflect, and to seek God for directions in my life. I wanna be unstuck as I felt that I’ve reached a roadblock with ‘my progress in life.’

Best of my journal Mar – Sep 2016: At a personal retreat 5/6

“God, I’m here because I’m lost, utterly lost without You.”

Background to this journal entry: I went on my first personal retreat earlier this year to carve the space for an uninterrupted time to reflect, and to seek God for directions in my life. I wanna be unstuck as I felt that I’ve reached a roadblock with ‘my progress in life.’

Best of my journal Mar – Sep 2016: At a personal retreat 4/6

“God, I’m here because I want to go beyond loving what You have done in my life, and just love you dearly for who you are.”

Background to this journal entry: I went on my first personal retreat earlier this year to carve the space for an uninterrupted time to reflect, and to seek God for directions in my life. I wanna be unstuck as I felt that I’ve reached a roadblock with ‘my progress in life.’

Bible quotes—Do not fear

Bible quote—do not fear. Isaiah 40:10
Bible quote—do not fear. Isaiah 40:10

So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.’ Isaiah 40:10

I find comfort and encouragement in memorising this verse, like my bravery level got upgraded. But only because God made it possible.