I noticed that the pain increases especially at night, and especially before bed time.
I miss my mom so much. It’s almost a month! But I still can’t believe it at times that she is no longer around.
The missing part is awful. So much so that I caught my mind saying sometimes, this s*cks!!!!!
Though this kind of word doesn’t help any bit but only make me feel worse.
I miss my pretty mom. I miss her smile. I miss her voice. I miss seeing her dancing. I miss her cooking. I miss her hugs. I miss her smell. I miss kissing her. I miss stroking her short just grown hair after chemo. I miss squeezing her manicured soft hands.
This is awful, simple awful.