Completely broke down & cried.

Our Version 1 was almost completed, just final touches to improve the user interface. Dunno why, now it’s screwed up.

Had an online disagreement with business partner over her complaints of my ‘never-ending’ list on the completion of Version 1, that was already a great start to my Saturday working day.

Now, staring at the site, with all the carts f*cked up; when last night, I was beaming & excited and eagerly awaiting it to be completed.
Even got a customer who’s waiting to go online and order his one year cards from us tonight.

At this point, I dunno whether to continue pushing on to work on my today’s priority- Plan & action steps for next phase. (Great, since the site is f up, we are back to phase 1)
Or shall I continue to get beaten down and cry.

Cross between feeling like a victim/cry/curse/angry/fight/standing firm.

I am preparing our team members’ appointment letters, contracts, etc. And I am reading samples of actual appointment letters as a reference for me to draft them (boo hoo, where’s my HR manager?)…No wonder loads of people hate their work. Look at the appointment letters…are the management hiring a robot or slave??!!! JEEZ!!!!!

It all started out nice & polite:

‘We have pleasure in offering….

Then, it spiral downwards…

The Company may at its discretion extend the probationary period by another three (3) months.

You are advised that as a condition of your employment with the Company, you are liable to be transferred to work in any location, section, department, division, subsidiary, country or Line of Business at the absolute discretion of the Company. (If hell has a valid address, you bet we have the absolute discretion to send you there too!)

Should you be found to be medically unfit, your service shall be liable to be terminated. (translated- if you are dying, please don’t bother us)

Followed by MORE discretion..

An employee at the discretion of the Company….

But, they do end the slave contract with an encouraging ending though:

We take this opportunity to welcome you aboard and wish you a successful career with the Company. (Evil smile)

I am offended to read this letter, don’t see traces of humanity here…but ahh…you say, ‘Mel, just you wait till you deal with eeeeevvvvvil employees, then you will see why you need Evil Appointment Letter Writing Skill 101′…

Sigh…I mean, c’mon, is this it? Resorting to cold, technical jargons so that you can whip people into submission?!!

(Name) Application Answer

Position applied: Multimedia Designer (Adobe Rockstar)

Why do you want to work in our company?

I would love to find out more about this company and it’s very refreshing to find a group of individuals who are serious about succeeding but can still have a sense of humor about it. Your advert really made my day and must be the funniest job advert i’ve seen ever. I definitely want to be an Adobe Rockstar, for sure. Besides finding your company interesting, i feel that i can definitely bring something new to the table. Plus i love greeting cards.

What an kick ass answer! This makes our tedious interview process such fun. (We are replacing current temporary staffs with what we hope will be our #1 important people in the company- our team members)

Very refreshing to see people like this. Hope she will meet our expectation when we meet her proper for her final interview! (Yes, we haven’t meet any candidates face to face, rather our interviews are unconventional, very much like our Company)

It’s task based elimination filtering process to weed out those puffed up resumes with no actual substance in the person’s soul, attitude nor fire. Only the cutest, wittiest, fun-nest, kick-assest, yet with grounded seriousness + burn -baby -burn fire will survive…and have the best fun on board with us!

Woo-hooo!!!

P/S: Thanks to Job Street for the great response to our hiring advert, you guys rock!

Gahhhh….am cracking my thick skull on Coconect’s opening promo. And how to deliver the message in a fun fun fun fun fun way.

Turns out to b fun needs a hell lot of planning & braincell.

Now, I turned copywriter/creative director/marketing director/admin all in one.

Back from my 1st holiday ever in 2009, woohooo! Phuket, Kantary Bay, I love ya!

Worked for 2 days, then Hari Raya holidays, sheesh. Not that I don’t wanna work, but loads of kids around to entertain (myself included, LOL!)

Today, forced myself to wake up at a decent hour, gosh, and resume routine.

Only routine was heavily interrupted by mundane household chores, SHITES!

So, as of now, I am not in the best gung-ho mood, rather panicky. Man, this Coconect Version 1 Beta gotta get moving fast.

Back to work!

This is insane.

In between working on my site since 10.30am, (Yes, it’s a 7 days working-week this 2 weeks) waiting for it to take more than 10 minutes to load PER minute changes…I had:

• Updated my blog TWICE
• Approve comments & replied
• Prepared lunch
• Had lunch
• Facebooked
• Sykped
• Drank coffee
• Did my budgeting
• Written my Will!!

I hereby grant myself the power to choose to STOP this insanity here and now. And give a call to my hairdresser or manicurist, focus on a single task- pampering myself, totally.

Happy Sunday, everyone!

A lot of people I know claimed to ‘hate’ selling. I hate selling, I don’t like to push people, I don’t want them to think I’m making $ from them (lol), I hate sales people…etc. I was one of them, and sometimes I still do fall into the trap of that warp thinking.

Question is: If you are in business, what business are you in if you are NOT selling??!! If you have a product of some sort, you need to sell. If you have a service, you need to sell. Even if you are online business, you need to sell. You may hire sales people to do the work for you, but at some point, as head of your Company, you need to sell.

When people ask you what you do and you introduce yourself- You are selling your ideas, your services, your product.

Question 2 is: Why are you afraid of promoting whatever is it that you are selling?

Just now, over a conversation with hubby, he mentioned a great statement to himself as he was about to go out, rescuing a deal today. I said: Pray for miracles. He corrected: Pray for a good conclusion, in line with that customer’s interest.

Just like that, and the whole perspective changed. The pressure is OFF. The whole focus is on that customer’s interest, not yours, not your bottom line, not your quota, not answering to your sales manager.

So, I added: Let your conscience be your guide. If whatever you are doing/selling is in line with your customer’s interest- by all means, sell like you never sell before, sell the whole vision to him. Persuade him to see the view you are seeing. Use all your selling skills to get him to see the solution to HIS problems. THE solution.

But, if deep down, you don’t buy the idea 100% yourself, don’t force it down to people just because…don’t use your selling skills to distort the truth.

When the pressure is off, the fun begins, and real bottom line will follow. Not the other way around.

Sometimes, the journey of entrepreneurship is lonely, ya know. It’s you & the world, and you don’t get to bitch with co-workers how the boss sucks, and everything sucks. (Coz the boss is me, ahahahahah)

This is on my notice board right in front of me. Sort of like my bible whenever I got lost.

1.Dream big

2.Do what you love to do

3.Commit to excellence- be the top 10% in your biz

4.Develop unique ability

5.Accept responsibility

6.Develop a clear sense of direction

7.Refuse to consider possibility of failure

8.Solutions oriented

9.Develop workaholic mentality-work very hard at the beginning of your biz

10.Get around the right positive people

11.Be prepared to go from peak to peak

12.Develop resilience and bounce back-how long does it take for you to get back to normal? (Mel’s note: That’s me NOW)

13.Focus questions- ask yourself brutal questions

14.Become unshakable optimist-think/talk abt your goals all the time. Look 4 the good in evry situation

15.Dedicate yourself to serving others

16.Develop reputation for speed & dependability-which activity contributes the most to your biz?

17.Be very honest with yourself- what’s the situation honestly? Don’t self disillusion

18.Concentrate single-minded-ly one at a time

19.Be decisive

20.Backed everything you do with courage & persistence

21.Self-disipline – take time to plan, then decide & ACTION!

Courtesy of Brian Tracy (I think I got these gold nuggets from his seminar)

Boy oh boy, am I in a foul, foul mood today. No, not today, this whole freaking week. Yeah, goes to show you people, Mel is NOT always motivational ok. That said, I do have tricks & tactics up my sleeve to pick myself up when stinking mood hits (NO, I’m not talking about beer today, though normally it helps a goddamn lot)

I found this note I’ve taken a year back. Few pointers I heard over a seminar & resonate with (to? Bah, my lousy grammar), and typed it out. These kind of things are always always good for emergency use. Good timing to use them now when I’m in my woe-is-me, helpless, overwhelmed mood (Though I still think beer will still help a lot…..GAH!! MEL!!)

I hope it will help you as much as it had (and still have) helped me.

Next, oooh, brutal questions…time for a self review? Click here for self review questions.

I am still buried deep with numbers, cost of goods, expenses…etc. And weighing that with pricing of our services.

Just completed, like what…10th round of Excel. Also, managed to work out more savings on costs, and I’m delighted to be able to transfer this savings to my customers.

The offer looks SO GOOD that I myself be darn interested to buy, what a fab value!! And this is coming from a very kiam siap/ frugal person, me.

However, funny as it may sounds, I can’t help but wonder, what if I miscalculated?!! Where is the line between making a salivating offer vs making my Company broke?