‘I want to swim again’, said my late mom to her oncologist when at her stage-4 cancer; he asked what is it that she wants to do. (To encourage her). Fight she did, but she never got the chance to go into the pool ever again.
What is it that you want to do, need to do; even if it’s just a simple thing, but you are giving yourself excuses not to? Or, are you questioning ‘does it matter to do what I’m doing?’
I question myself that many times about my role in the church office. I question my blogging, writing about God. I question myself even over this 365daily word thingy. Does it matter? Will it make a difference to other people? Hubs told me: Even if you do it, you may not know in your lifetime. But if you don’t do it, you will NEVER know and will live with this niggling thought. Maybe even at my death bed, regret.