Face buried in hands, stressed out, anxiety over time lost from supposedly 10mins washing the dishes that turns out to be a 45mins job plus other tasks.

Self: Oh God, oh God, what do you want me to do…
God: Get an hourly maid to come in for an hour every morning.
Self: OMG!!
God: Yeah, I know.

My announcement to selected friends and family

21.7.2011 my SMS
Dear bro&sis, just want2 share that I’ve ‘officially’ accepted Christ yesterday.Had it in my heart for few mths,just didn’t act on it.Lookin fw2 a new journey.

🙂 Burden lifted. Heart lighter. There’s Someone to share my worries, I’m not alone fighting anymore.

Sms 1- Oh ya, actually I plan to ‘officiate’ it during the last Alpha graduation dinner…but I missed it. Well, not too late:). Tx for all ur help and patience.

Dear sis in Christ PTL! we rejoice w U .Meanwhile will find a sis/class to follow up for u as u start yr new exciting life in Christ .God bless

1st day of accepting Christ

20.4.2011
I’ve accepted Christ!
1st prayer-
Dear God,
Pls help and guide me. I surrender (!) *myself to You.
Pls fill me with love, pls fill me with so much love that it overflows and I can give love even to people I don’t like, like my father in law.
Pls bless me with forgiveness for people who wronged me for I need to forgive and let go.
Amen.

And oh, pls tolong don’t test me anymore. Pls just fill me with a lot a lot of love to give. Tq. Amen.

*my little voice’s eyes popped out when my heart says I surrender. Me? Surrender???It says.
Yes, I surrender- so says my heart.