‘Your mom will always be in your heart.’
I don’t want her to be in my heart, I want her to be with me.

A year later, to still ask, ‘why’- Why was my mom not healed… is just plain silly and utterly pointless. I know that.

I know she is in heaven, an eternity with God. But yet the human part of me falls.

Self (Grumbling): “God, why are You making this so difficult?!”
God: “Am I? Or are you?”
Self: “Meh.”

So says my heart quietly…

…as I sat here frazzled, burying my face with my palms.

Jeremiah 12:5 NLT

Then the LORD replied to me, “If racing against mere men makes you tired, how will you race against horses? If you stumble and fall on open ground, what will you do in the thickets near the Jordan?