Mummy could be 58 today

If mummy is still in this earthly world, we will be celebrating her 58th birthday today.

I’m not sure how this age thing works in heaven, is she 4 months old now?

I’m glad we’ve organized a nice birthday celebration for you last year, chemo bald head and all. That’s the final year.

I remember she always organizes & celebrates my birthday up till 12 years old. She & my aunts.

People asked me if I’m ok. I don’t know, is this pain ok? I guess so. Part of grief. Part of me knows and gives praise for Him. Part of me addresses the pain with cusses in my head: “This su*cks big time!!”

I wonder since its Good Friday today, what’s happening in the heavenly realm?