I’m so glad that I have a chance to sit back and chill with a beer at home after a day’s work, as simple as it sounds. How many people out there that does not have this chance. I’m thankful. Tq.

Face buried in hands, stressed out, anxiety over time lost from supposedly 10mins washing the dishes that turns out to be a 45mins job plus other tasks.

Self: Oh God, oh God, what do you want me to do…
God: Get an hourly maid to come in for an hour every morning.
Self: OMG!!
God: Yeah, I know.

My announcement to selected friends and family

21.7.2011 my SMS
Dear bro&sis, just want2 share that I’ve ‘officially’ accepted Christ yesterday.Had it in my heart for few mths,just didn’t act on it.Lookin fw2 a new journey.

🙂 Burden lifted. Heart lighter. There’s Someone to share my worries, I’m not alone fighting anymore.

Sms 1- Oh ya, actually I plan to ‘officiate’ it during the last Alpha graduation dinner…but I missed it. Well, not too late:). Tx for all ur help and patience.

Dear sis in Christ PTL! we rejoice w U .Meanwhile will find a sis/class to follow up for u as u start yr new exciting life in Christ .God bless

1st day of accepting Christ

20.4.2011
I’ve accepted Christ!
1st prayer-
Dear God,
Pls help and guide me. I surrender (!) *myself to You.
Pls fill me with love, pls fill me with so much love that it overflows and I can give love even to people I don’t like, like my father in law.
Pls bless me with forgiveness for people who wronged me for I need to forgive and let go.
Amen.

And oh, pls tolong don’t test me anymore. Pls just fill me with a lot a lot of love to give. Tq. Amen.

*my little voice’s eyes popped out when my heart says I surrender. Me? Surrender???It says.
Yes, I surrender- so says my heart.